Problems With Stamina & Endurance

Cutter's Log - Stardate 3102.21.40
Current Song - My City Was Gone (Pretenders)

My car broke down today. I'm at an impasse when it comes to it. Get this problem fixed, or buy a different car.

I went to make a turn and something fell out of place to where the car wouldn't drive. Something with the gears it seems like, driveaxle perhaps. Hopefully it's not the transmission. But this has me deathly worried right now. I just feel lost right now.

I have the down payment to pay for a different car somewhere. The next step after that is the payments. That'll need to go on top of what amounts to be nearly $800/month when it comes to the typical monthly bills and rent. My current job and the shifts I work can barely pay for all of that, and what's left goes toward groceries and fuel.

That literally means that in order to pay for a different car, I'll have to bring in more money somehow. I've felt okay throughout all of this, until now.

Problem is, I simply do not have the energy to physically work a second job. Sometimes I feel like I can barely make it through my current job, tiring out a lot.

This is a huge mountain to climb.

The last thing I want to do is to walk into work at the Shell station and be wiped out and fall on the floor (slow-motion, movie style) by 9 p.m. and four hours left in the shift. Or have a heartattack.

Somehow I'll need to find a way to acquire more energy. And then, perhaps, more money.