Allergic to Romance

Cutter's Log - Stardate 0102.20.30
Current Song - Just The Way You Are (Billy Joel)

Eh, Eh, Ehhh CHOO!!!!!

I have never really had any allergies. Sometimes I find myself sneezing when I look into the sunlight. However, it seems as if any time I daydream of something romantic I begin to sneeze. This has only begun to occur within the past year or so. I can't tell if this is the higher beings telling me to stay away from it or what.

I think about love, and I sneeze. If it's the real thing, I'm going to have a severe cold - and no one wants that.

So I can't have this? Why?

Revealing this is kind of hard to do, because people can go many different directions in assuming things. However, if I keep it in my head too long I'm never going to understand why. I've never had much luck in being in relationships with girls (well they're women now), and to this day I always try.

I've found out through the years that you need to have an actual reason. I think I was doing this willy-nilly and thats why it would never work. Everyone keeps telling me that I will find true love one day, those same people have found true love many times to this date.

When will this one day be? What will happen? How will this come about? I think someone has to just walk on by one day and something will click in my head. I'm still waiting for that moment.

It has to filter through many tests, and quite often it doesn't reach the top. I can detect turn-offs in many ways - mainly one's mannerisms.

I guess the emphasis on the turn-offs would help the sneezing problem. It would also make the search for true love somewhat more difficult.

So when I have a cold, it's probably ...