In the Best Way I Can Describe It

Cutter's Log - Stardate 1102.40.21
Current Song - Love Is Blue (Paul Mauriat)

I'm one of those guys who believes in love at subsequent sights. First sight just isn't right; once you get to know the girl then the feeling start to build.

I'll never forget laying my eyes on the most beautiful girl in the world. I don't know if there's any other girl I want to look for after this one. Everything about her struck me as beautiful. But there's more to just that. I actually got to talk with her, and I could feel the magnetic vibe - at least on my end - as our eyes crossed paths, more like a tunnel of emotion. I was in love, love with the most beautiful girl in the world.

Normally, talking to her would be difficult to do since it is very diffiult for me to get into discussion with anyone. Her? Somehow my conversation pieces went very smoothly - but about something else and not love. I almost always got a stutter when talking to ANYONE. Not her. I don't think it was me, but someone was helping me. I was trying to break away because we both had to go away at some point. But the lasting memory I will never forget. Certainly someone who looks so beautiful can act so beautiful. She had it all, and I wanted more.

I felt like I was in another world as we talked, all the weight - a lot of it for me - was lefted from the ground. Literally I felt like I was in heaven, and she was right there to guide me along the way. Her smile and the way she spoke to me made the feeling get deeper. Somehow I got teh impression that she enjoyed this conversation well, evident in how our eyes fixed on each other.

I know I'll see her again. When, I'll never know. But preferably the choice should not be my own, but rather by the powers to be. As for now there will be plenty of reminders all around me, reminding me of the most beautiful girl in the world. I yearn the paths to cross once more, and may one day let my true feelings known. Missing her will make me feel blue, and they say love is blue.

But blue is love. Love = blue - that color alone will remind me of the most beautiful girl in the world.

I love you.