Thursday, July 7, 2011

Can't Sleep

Cutter's Log - Stardate 1102.70.70
Current Song - Sign Your Name (Terence Trent D'Arby)


It's become apparent to me that I can't sleep at night without something reminding me about the unsuccessful attempts at figuring out what love is.

Not too long ago, it came to me that I am not going to be able to look back at high school for a small ember that still exists. That has burned out. All of those girls from back then, there's no point to it now.

From this day on, I guess I'll have to look forward and not back to find someone. I have an extensive past, but an unclear future with not too many women around. I'm not angry, just kind of dissapointed.

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