Not Going There Again

Cutter's Log - Stardate 2102.90.40
Current Song - Sweet Freedom (Michael McDonald)

If taping reciepts to my dashboard isn't going work, then perhaps the fact that I'm running low on money will motivate me to at least TRY to get healthy once again.

While running some errands on Friday, I went to the drive-thru and (again) declared that the last time. Let's see how long this holds up. One of my errands was to Sauk, and I drove past the old soccer pitch. Yes, SVCC at one time had a collegiate soccer team. The pitch has a asphalt track around it that hasn't been maintained for a long time, but I assume the XC team uses it for practice.

I took a glance at the track. Unlike the tracks at SHS, RFHS and RFMS, this one is tucked away in a pocket where no one can really notice me. I've always had this fear of people looking at me and bringing up the topic of me walking and starting conversations about exercise, etc. I get nervous when this stuff comes up. Really.
I told myself that perhaps I should start walking around it, and right now I'm thinking about either doing that M-F and/or walking inside.

When I went to Sauk, I briefly had planned out a walking course around the long- three-story structure. That was when I went away from my highest weight (338 at the time).

Let's see how long this lasts. As of this sentence, it is 2 a.m. and I have another Blog entry to write, bank accounts to reconsile, a whiteboard to write on and some website housecleaning stuff.

309 as of tonight.
I want to see at least 290 by mid-May.